got down on my knees.....

these off and on phase......they seem troublesome.....but they r not....coz the off phase passes like a wind....and the on phase.....passes ..by me making up for the blunders i made by not being there for people i love during my off phase.

recent most happiness....came in the form of me reading mails...of my best friend and his girl friend.....their love reminds me so much of somthin which i had.....that intoxcating.....feeling....of being owned.
and reminded me that love does have words of its own......reading them...will wrap u in a bubble of trance....when one seems to look through everything ......into the mystic....of infinite space....
i thanked him for letting me in..his world. his world was my world.....for one brief moment.....when i was actually was looking into my heart....for the love....thats still there.....that enveloped me once.